Decisions
I stood at the top of the bright yellow tube slide at the Sholem Aquatic Center biting my nails. I stared down into the dark entrance of the slide, watching the water rushing into the slide. My dad stood next to me and I looked up at him with a worried face. “I don’t know,” I said. “I’m scared.” My six year old self was struggling with an internal battle. On the one hand going down the tube slide would be so cool and I would be happy when I had accomplished my goal. On the other hand the slide was dark and closed-off and anything could happen in there when I was alone. I stayed at the top of the tube slide for at least 30 minutes just standing there and shivering trying to make a decision. Finally, I let go of the metal bar at the top of the slide and tumbled down, water rushing around me. All summer I had wanted to go down the slide but I could not decide if I wanted to our not. I ended up going down the slide on the last day the pool was open and waited until the final hour bef...